love aint living here anymore

I dont know whos still reading this little blog of mine.
but yeah i still need to release everything in my heart.
i dont know why am i starting to miss him...
Its beeen a long time that i actually forgotten abt him and now hes back.
but no matter what i still love kerwin more.
i know part of the reason why..
im probably trying to run away from everything.

will a girlfriend of yours say to the gf's boyfriend i wanna pinch your cheek):

have anyone came across such? Im really wondering, its beeen swirling in my head for long very long... you knw how complicating can such things be. YOU DONT WANNA DOUBT YOUR BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND BUT IF YOU PIECE EVERY SINGLE EVIDENCE UP, THERE WILL BE SOMETHING THAT YOU'll DEFINITELY DOUBT.

yes, im not a person who do things on impulse.. and whats the reason..? i love him too much that i cant bear to lose him and things gotta make clear. Things are so contradicting here.. indeed my boyfriend treats me nice but on the other hand there are things happening here and there... what shld i do? i'll never give up this relationship to a point of time that i found evidence with my own eyes.

Maybe i was just being too sensitive. so ange pls stop all this ridiculous thinking it aint true, you're just thinking too much...